Sep 21
nothing i do is right
its just not fair - anything i do whatever it is will end up hurting someone whether its me or someone else. what im doing now i now is wrong but has benefited me heaps. at the same time its hurting someone else but that someone doesnt even know it. in that way its also really hard to stop. i really dont wanna go back to my old ways & i know that would be the result if i were to stop doing what ive been doing. i cant make a decision where everyone is happy. if i stop, i start cutting again. if i dont ill get in so much trouble with other people - ive been selfless so far but now what?
